Chelsea Vs. World

Best Weekend of My Life...Ever

2009-01-22T21:43:00.001-08:00

Soooo. haha. this weekend was brilliant at the least. it was basically the best ever. Because. my good lovens Emmy came to visit mi casa. Mel and I picked her up on Friday and drug her to [dragged, not drugged] a gay rehearsal for the upcoming musical. the musical isn't gay, but it was a boring rehearsal. so then, we attempted to go to a haunted house, but that didn't work out very well, because some gay guy [don't know if he was actually a gay but....] he like, kicked us off the property which was SUPER rude. but aw well. Then we went to Aquarius and watched Ace Ventura; When Nature Calls and all of us laughed so hard, me, jay, emmy, jonny, miko, jocelyn, and bailey. it was good times then we went home.

On. Saturday we got ready for the day [emmy and i] and then went to Amelia and Melissa's house, and got a dress for Emmy to go to the dance that night, in. because i had to work. so she was going with Melanie.

So then, that night, we went to Shari's with the Edwards crew. which was entertaining. and basically a blast.
Then on Sunday we went to church as normal and then came home and just chilled untill we went to my sister's house and played a good amount of video games. mwahaha. twas fun.

Now, Monday was our busy day. because we had so many adventures planned. FIRST
We made breakfast, Waffles and Waffle sauce. was soooo delicious. and we were glad we started our day like that :]
Then we went to a movie and saw a scary one which i will not mention for personal reasons. hahaha.
Then we went home to cut hair. we cut emmy's first.

Emmy Pre-Hair cut.

Emmy Post-Haircut.

Jay Pre-Haircut.

Jay Post-Hair cut.

i also cut melissa's hair but the pictures didn't turn out the way i wanted them to.

Then we went to a show at the Venue; My Children My Bride, The Human Abstract, Protest The Hero, and As I Lay Dying. which was Super Rad.

This is us stoked to Mosh it up.

Our Group. :] yay. Tom, Jonny, Rey, Emmy, and Chelsea. Jonny looks ticked. :] haha

The Human Abstract.

As I Lay Dying.

Then on Tuesday we went to escuela :] hooray.

here's them at lunch. they look so enthusiastic. mwahahaha.

Mel, Emmy, and Jonny. :] i took the picture obviously

So Basically it was the funnest and we had so many adventures. and we have no doubt that we have many more adventures that lie ahead.

Can't Get Enough

2009-01-11T14:46:00.000-08:00

So i cannot stop taking pictures of others now that i've started. here are a few from rehearsal the other day :]

They're so cute. :]

The Men in DREAM they're funnnnnnn.

all of em cept curty :[

Bailey is basically the cutest.

This boy is the cheese to my macaroni. He's my favorite :]

Bailey actually took this one...but it's a good'n

He's so handsome. omgsh. :] i mean...look at that face. :]

JAYYYY. is basically the funnest model in the ENTIRE world. tree hugger.

He's so easy to work with this one is so legitimate. :]

Ok...ultra cheese. buttttt check out the freaking hip shading around his eyes and it makes this photo so chic' :]

the movement in this picture is UN-BEE-LEAVE-ABLE! :] haha go jay!

Oh, miko. :] He's a crazy kid...but his facial region works well with the camera :]

My sister says he looks like a movie star...and i agree...and since that's what he will be eventually...it's a good thing to know he's got the look :]

My dad says this one is a little more Elton John. :] hahaha. mike's not gay tho.

So basically...i am on a photo rampage... and i'm loving it. :]

Reaching Out

2009-01-07T23:23:00.000-08:00

Man oh man, how a smile can help someone get through a day. I have just been the victem of extreme kindness today, this very day. More than once, and what a difference it makes, and what an example it is to me, to just try to reach out to the people, who are your friends, but not in your inner circle, we always talk about how everyone needs to reach out to those who have no friends, or who look like they've had a bad day, and we should, completely, but what about those people who have friends, or don't look too bad off, we should reach out to them, because they'll notice. I promise they'll notice.

Those people just made my day, so much better. Thanks, and props to them for reaching out to someone.

I Just Decided

2009-01-07T23:05:00.000-08:00

I just decided that i'm gonna write two songs for my choir finals. I was going to just pick two regular songs and have someone accompany me. But... i decided that i have so many feelings and thoughts going through my mind that i just really need to get them out somehow, whether it's blogging, journaling, venting, writing, or singing. I might as well try all the different sources available to me, so i can efficiently mull over all the crap that's been happening and that i've been thinking about. I'm really excited. I love to write, and it really helps me express myself. I just hope i will be able to portray my thoughts and emotions through whatever it is that i'll write to the point that the people listening will understand what i felt. Or, if not, at least be touched by it.

Last time it worked out so nicely with the kindly assistance of my good friend Kristi, so i'm crossing my fingers as i go solo with this adventure. But then again, those are my favorite. Who would we be, if we weren't up for a little adventure?

My Day.

2009-01-07T22:27:00.000-08:00

-Soooo, today, well, was an interesting day, one of the most interestingest ones i've seen in a good long while :] It was classy, yet daring, and highly hilarious. All because of my friends. They make my life what it is. :]

-So first off, i went to school. blahdy blahdy. Then rehearsal which was pretty legit actually. But besides the obvious... Since i'm going into photography and graphic design, my good friends have been letting me use my ideas on them. God bless their hearts. :] So i went on a spree...-Mike and Mel have really awesome photo chemistry, it made it reeeeal easy to take these :]

-This one...hahaha, mel is so serious, which i love and then bailey is just a creeeepster in the back...classy, always classy. :]

-Melllllll. whew. all i gotta say is that she is one heck of a model. she's angelic. and i love her. :] mwah!

-SO thennnnnn, we left on a rampage with a list of things to do and not sure how to do all of them, it was I, Mel, Kristi, Bailey and Jonny. So a girl's night out....plus a man. :] hahaha...we stopped at walmart to casssh my check :]

-Things got a little hairy as you can imagine...we were all frightened...jonny most of all :]

-Then, i had these four, free frosties, so we took advantage and turns out...they were baby frosties...course...they were free. So we enjoyed our frosty shots! mwahahaha

-Then we went to dorsey music to get mel some sheet music. and of course they humored my photography creativity. they're the best :]

-Then mel and i had to check our schedules and whilst we were away, Bailey got frisky with FREAKING BEN STILLER! i never woulda guessed. but she was swooning pretty hard when we whitnessed that which is TROPIC THUNDER! :]

-This is going to be a tradition i think...the corners on the waiting benches at Red Robin are so secretive...like little cubbies :] we love to hide in them. as you'll notice.

-And jonny just hides behind menus..but it's all good, they were SUUUUCH good fries and onion rings...we ate 2 pounds of fries and one standy thing of Da Rings. they were pretty much tastalicious. :]

-Bailey was oh-so-excited to sit by kristi, butttt kristi had other ideas about that. ;]

-Basically my day was pretty crazy with these kids. they make my life so bearable i can't hang out with them with out having a ball. it's sooper annoying when i wanna be angry. jk. haha.

Random Little Helper

2009-01-06T21:01:00.000-08:00

So the other day my dad was shoveling snow, and this little 8 year old girl stopped at the bottem of our drive way and said hello, my dad was like...alright, hey. she asked if he wanted help. it was soooo cute. i snuck these pictures...probably because i feel bad that it wasn't me out there helping my dad, and some random cute little girl replacing me....:[ oh well. it made for cute pictures ;]

Boxes and Bowling.

2009-01-05T20:59:00.000-08:00

So the other day at work, i was working the morning shift; 10 - 5, and we were stocking everything like cups and lids and crap like that. Anyways, the cups come in big boxes, and i was standing by one talking to my work buddies, and i look at my friend Ashley, and i say

"Hey Ashley, why don't you get in that box right there?" and as she's getting into the box she says
"I'm not gonna fit" she's a liar. So She gets both legs in the box and attempts to sit down, when she sits on the back of the box and bowls over backwards! Knocking her head on the counter! It happened so fast and was so unexpected that we all just busted up laughing! We were laughing so hard we couldn't breath and poor Ashley was pinned between her folded legs in the box and the counter where she'd landed! We were trying to help her up but everything was difficult mid fits of laughter.

Finally, we get her outta that box and our buddy Max comes around the corner, i look down at the box, over at Ashley, and then at Max and say:

"Hey Max, why don't you get in that box right there?" He looks at me with a funny smirk and struts over, cleaner in hand, like he can do anything. He climbs into the box just like Ashley, and then as soon as he sits down, he snags the back of the box and he bowls over too! We all are laughing uncontrollably now and his frighten face goes backwards! As soon as his head hit the floor it was like a trigger, exploding his legs upward and the box splits in two places, leaving Max sprawled on the ground on the flattened box, and all of us girls falling over laughing. He gets up, cleaner still in hand and red-cheeked walks away to go clean something!

We have crazy times like this at work ALL THE TIME! I can't get enough of these crazies!

man oh man. it was the best day of my freaking life :]

I'm Not Your Late Night Booty Call

2009-01-05T17:29:00.000-08:00

So...everyone knows me and Rey broke up right? Ok, cuz on one hand, people are super suprised, and on the other hand, people are super excited. wtf? excited? who are these people. I really just need time to chill and have guys leave me alone. the only guys i can handle are my main guys, there's a couple of em that are just always there for me, so all the other ones can go jump off a bridge. :] safely as possible.

I sound so angry, i'm not, hahaha. i'm actually really happy, i just noticed these random creepy guys myspacing me, and then this one kid that is kinda weird at my school. so otherwise i'm actually just exaggerating....isn't it wizard?

The End

Love Like That.

2009-01-04T21:45:00.000-08:00

I want a love. A precious love that comes only from two hearts beating to the same beat. I want a love where both people are completely themselves, and have nothing to hide. A love where you can be silly and laugh about nothing. A love where you can express yourself and be mad if you need to be. A love where i can be me, and have him love me no matter what. I want a love where you're brashly proud to be loved by this person. Where you can do nothing and have a ball.

I want this, and people get mad when i end relationships for my own reasons, if it's not working out, i'm gonna end it, sorry. I love to meet people, and date, but for the love of everything good and holy can i just have fun, not everything has to be serious, i am to young to be serious, i don't wanna find the one i'm supposed to be with, i want him to jump outta no where and take me by suprise, even if he's been there all along. Who knows? These are things i want to figure themselve's out. Thank you very much, and when they do, i'll be ready for them, which i clearly am not.

Life is for living, and that's what i plan on doing.

Poker Face

2009-01-02T16:46:00.000-08:00

How "Spot On" did Lady GaGa get with this song? Seriously, her metaphor is brilliant. Every woman has a "poker face" persay. We all, as the female sex use some form of coy to lure in the men, which isn't always a bad thing, but it's a dangerous game to play, because you could lose everything. Hearts aren't simple things, they're not meant to be broken, and yet it seems, that's all that's happening. Women have such a powerful tool, or influence on decisions men make, and it's easy for them. Just, understand how men work and apply your poker face and Miss, you have all the power you need. Women use this however they want, and rarely let men see beneath their "poker face."

Poker faces work two ways, one, to be used as a lure only, and be discarded as soon as they have their man, and two, to be used as a lure, a tease, a coy, and to keep going to keep men interested to the highest extreme, as soon as the chips fall, she's gone, and the man is kept dreaming.

Dangerous, tactful, useful, and powerful. All women have them, just not all of them are aware.

The Emotional Bonds Are Broken

2009-01-01T20:49:00.001-08:00

This Liberating feeling is new and suprising. I can move in my own skin with confidence for the first time in a long time. I feel like there's a part of me that's changing and i'm not sure what it is yet, but i am sure it will come in time. I don't even care, as long as i feel like this i could do anything and laugh about it. There's a change inside me that i can't explain, it's the equivilent to stretching out on the warm summer carpet, when the sun rays come through the window and hit your face, its so relaxing and sweet that you laugh. I'm laughing people, and i don't plan on stopping. "the world is a playground, we know it when we're kids, just somewhere along the way we forget it"

I like this. I'll fight for it. I won't give it up. No one can take it from me, I don't need anyone to make me happy. I make me happy. and i'm confident in that. i don't need no man.

The Conspiracy That Is Men And Women

2008-12-30T23:36:00.000-08:00

Let's Face It. Women and Men are completely different. We all know that. Men have one track minds, while women on the other hand can drive, talk on the phone, put their shoes on, order fast food, and think about what she needs to pack for her trip this weekend.

Men are supposed to be the pursuers, they're supposed to make the first move, make the first call, do the first everything. Yet, it seems like they don't always get that, sometimes they need a little motivation, which is quite annoying since it's predetermined that it's their job in the first place.

Women are supposed to be the sweet ones, very ladylike, and a little air-headed. She's supposed to make eye-contact then quickly look away, be polite, calm, peaceful, and wooed. Yet, it seems like they don't always do that. Women now-a-days are found to be more brash, outgoing, commanding, and powerful. They are more often making the moves, and taking control, leaving the men to grow accustomed to the women also making the first move, or splitting for dinner, or calling first.

All this is fine, and was bound to happen, but then we have those situations where the guy makes the move for his gain, and the woman puts her heart into his facade. She is left to pull petals off of flowers, relying on a small chance that the petals will land how she wishes, and that they'll actually have any effect on whether or not the guy will follow through with the "loves me." Most likely he'll end up another "loves me not" in a pile of petals that keeps growing with broken hopes, wasted nights by the silent telephone, and withered faith.

All I'm saying is that men need to do their pre-determined part and women need to not get their hopes up on every Tom, Dick, and Harry.

You'd Honestly Think We Were Smarter, Wouldn't You?

2008-12-30T10:59:00.000-08:00

Idiots in Fact

Alrighty Then. :] You'd think that we wouldn't take pictures while i'm driving when i'd been in two accidents that day, but...alas, pictures for myspace are more important than our well being, and don't argue about it with us, because we're ALWAYS CAREFUL, obviously. haha

But seriously, we should probably be concerned, and you should too, because we need to sort out our priorities. Majorly. :]

Fitty Thangs

2008-12-29T23:12:00.001-08:00

Fifty things that make me, me. No Specific order, they're people, places, things, experiences, etc. So. here goes. [whew]

1. Kujo - my poor dead dog...he was a dream come true and now he's gone. :[

2. Journaling - because it helps me get my thoughts out and review my life.

3. Kristi Critser - because she keeps me grounded and sane. i wouldn't be the same with out

her. 4. Myspace - what else would i do with my spare time? or my entire life?

5. KFC - because now every other job is like heaven.

6. Primos - because my preffered tastes have changed and expanded for the better.

7. Trampolines - i don't think i'd be as quirky as if i'd never had that concussion. :]

8. Kody Hansen - because he changed my heart. I've never been the same, i'm careful with my heart now, and not with other's.

9. Root Beer Barrels - because if i'd never been caught, i'd have been a liar my whole life.

10. Miko - i'd be SOOOO mormon without you.

11. Ms. Jessica T. - You changed my look of best friends, and showed me new worlds.

12. Joey Zamudio - never breaks traditions.

13. Warts - When i was younger, because i needed more to be concious about. ha.

14. Dogs - my first love, i've never loved deeply since.

15. Super Bad - First Bad movie EVER, and i've gone down hill since. Bravo. :]

16. Danielle Dean - She's an example, always in the back of my mind, to be kind to others.

17. Haunted World - Scarred shitless never felt so good. :]

18. Thomas Newby - i like to be open minded and stubborn thank you. :]

19. Daddy - because he teaches me things most people don't even know about.

20. ma - because who else would be so funny without even knowing it?

21. Kyle - we're so alike and such a bane to each other..but i love him sooo much

22. Sarah - i've wanted to wear slippers outside since.

23. Shantel - if we weren't sisters we wouldn't be friends. so i'm glad we're sisters :]
completely

24. Tom - because i'd be lucky to marry someone even a tenth as amazing as Tom.

25. Bradley - i needed someone to be my friend when i was so much younger. :[

26. Paulina - I've never laughed so hard in all of my life

27. Charlie - I've never loved a child so much. :]

28. Phone - because i love being able to communicate quickly and efficiently :]

29. Lagoon - the place i've had the most, best times.

30. Crying - because my soul needs some way to be cleansed.

31. Jonathon Robert Monasterio - How many heartaches and good times will it take? hopefully
endless amounts.

32. Debonair - oh how we attempted. he he...it changed our outlook on productivity and

time crunches. :]

33. Gum - an extra boost of self confidence.

34. Music - Because it's my world, it helps me feel better about things, and helps me get

through the hard times. I seriously don't know where i'd be without music.

35. Relationships - because i've had one for every year i've been alive...and more, it's starting to get ridiculous, but that's how we grow, and learn who's perfect for us.

36. Win a Date With Tad Hamilton - Because it taught me to be careful who i think i'm falling

in love with, when my real true love might actually be close by.

37. Mormon - because i'd have nothing to believe and hold on to without it.
38. Amelia - fatty, is the closest thing to a sister i have...besides my actual sisters.

39. Melissa - I'd still play king of the bed, or Daemons with you anyday, i love you guys that
much. <3>

40. Emmmmy - you've changed the way i think about things, i try to always be positive and just have fun. :] thanks.

41. Gerard - Because he keeps me safe on the roads. we've had many adventures. :]

[cept he's green and legit]

42. Gerard Way - Whew baby, i'd ball my eyes out if we ever met, he's inspired me so much.

43. Hannah Havoc - never met, but her photography inspires me.

44. Photo Impression - i never would have realized what i reallly wanted to do with my life with out it.

43. Melanie - Because she's always there for me, and she'll hold me when i cry.

44. Edwards - the first job i actually love <3

44. Bailey Karen - because she is someone who i love and worry about.

45. Romeo and Juliet - true love never dies, and i'll never forget it, or want anything more than a love as pure as their's. 46. Acting - it's curious to be someone you're not, and have it be ok, it's my drug, i can't get enough.

47. Just Married - Never gets old, and i will love that movie till the day i die.

48. Boys - Because i would not be the same with out them, relationships, friends, heartaches.

49. Peach Smoothies - like sucking a peach through a straw, it's fantastic, and has changed my life forever...:]]]]]]

50. Cutting Hair - I've never felt so good as when knowing "i can do that" and i can make it how i want it. gives me control. creepy, at least i don't cut MYSELF !

The End, these are simply just a FEW things that make me, me, but it's a start, it's interesting to see where i've been influenced by small things....

you do one now. :]

Bunyons Please....

2008-12-29T22:23:00.000-08:00

-Ain't It the honest truth...we're a bunch of crazy, up-to-no-good, confident, man hungry women. And we're proud of it. :] These are my main top girls, these are the people with whom i vent, cry, share, gossip, laugh, and eat the most with. These are the people who help make me who i am, they're all so different and so alike and so the best. :] Indeed.

In order of whom i've known the longest, to whom i've known the shortest.

-Shantel - I've known her my entire life, it's weird how that works out, being sisters 'n all. She's always been there for me, supported me, loved me, no matter what. She's basically the best sister and friend i could have ever asked for, she has made me who i am, she's my hero, and i love her with all my heart. I'd do anything for her, anything in the world. I don't know where i'd be without her. I honestly could not live without her, i'd die if i lost her. I can hardly make decisions without her. How could i handle living?

-Amelia - This girl is the silliest, sweetest girl i've ever met, she's got a dark side though, so take caution. She's a fireball, and she keeps me laughing even when she's down, she has a hard time focusing when the t.v.'s on, and i can tell when she's watching it when we're on the phone. So many sleepless nights, where we'd just talk and laugh and play till morning, so many games we never finished, but always loved. I've known her so well for so long i'd swear we were blood. I can't live life without being worried about this girl. 17 years down, the rest of forever to go!

-Melissa - Man oh man, i can't pull out a piece of candy without her eyes getting wide. She's a bottemless pit who couldn't eat enough to save her life. She's quirky, energetic, and a whirlpool of funny. I can't go through a sitting without wrestling over something. She's probably taller than me now, which is so weird. We've had so many adventures, we never needed anything to entertain us, our imaginations were enough. She's the fastest girl i've ever met, she runs like a freaking gazelle, and she's crazy ticklish. I've known her since she was one and it still doesn't feel like long enough. We know way too much about each other, and we'll go swimming every summer till the day we die.

-Kristi - We met on a bus. and we've clicked ever since. We've had so many good times, and laughs they're innumerable. We're almost exactly the same that it's crazy. We don't fight, we don't get sick of each other, we read each other's minds basically. We're NOT together! :] She's helped me realize it's better to go with the flow than be stuck in it. And little things don't matter. We wanna grow old together, live on a beach, and have our kids get married. Yet we don't wanna grow up too fast. Best Friends Forever, that's what Krispy and Chesty Means.

-Melanie - We are so different, and yet so alike, we like the same things, and we don't use disclaimers, because we know what we mean. If i have money, i pay, if she has money, she pays, it's a pretty easy system to get used to. We Sing, We Act, We Talk, We Text, We Work, We Vent. That's us, in a nutshell. We lift each other up when we're down, and slap each other when we need it. We keep each other grounded, and i would be insane without her. i love her, and we will be forever friends, even on the bricks.

-Ms. Jessica T. - I thought she was somebody else when i left the message inviting her to church. and boy am i glad she's her. haha. She was so intimidating to meet, but turns out, we back each other up pretty perfectly. Our chemistry is brilliant, on and off stage, and we talk of the most scandelous things. She changed the way i look at people, best friends, relationships, drama [gossip, not acting], and life in general. She introduced me to the beauty which is classic rock. She gives it to me straight, and holds nothing back. If you can't handle it, you best watch your back, i love her, but i wouldn't cross her for the world.

-Bailey Karen - She actually doesn't have a middle name, she was seriously lacking till i came along. and now she's got a brilliant one. :] I can't believe how far we've come, we're basically sisters, and we know most everything about each other, we both love stuffed animals, and it's ridiculous. but who cares. we love 'em anyways. :] This girl stood by me through church, break ups, heart aches, giggles, moon walking, cuddling, and crowd surfing. Basically my whole life. haha...i take her to bad movies and she holds my hand when i need it. She's a fantastic, inspiring artist, and i will love her till the day i die.

-Emmy - I can't believe how easily we clicked. It was insane, it was like one moment i was looking at her private myspace wondering what she was all about, and then the next moment we were talking for hours and being creeped out by how similar we were. I've never made a fast friend so quickly and had it work out. We've met a whopping total of two times, but we have umpteen million adventures ahead of us. We'll probably end up being next door neighbors 10 to 15 years down the road, and we'll end up doing something crazy like writing letters to each other and mailing them.

-Yeah, we're crazy, but i'd be nothing without them. If i died tonight, i'd be proud to know that i had such amazing people in my life. Nothing can take that away from me. Ever.

I Yoinked This. Hee Haw!

2008-12-29T21:25:00.000-08:00

Fag.

1. Where is your cell phone? Front-of-me

2. Your significant other? Singley

3. Your hair? TooShort

4. Your mother? Dearest

5. Your father? Sickly-at-the-moment.

6. Your favorite thing? Roller-Coasters

7. Your dream last night? I-was-on-a-double-lawn-chair-in-a-convenient-store-with-cute-boy

8. Your favorite drink? rootbeer-with-shot-of-cherry-coke:]

9. Your dream/goal? Live-Happily

10. The room you're in? Den

11. Your ex? Witty.

12. Your fear? Deep-Water/Hills/Being-Alone/Robbers.

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Cali

14. Where were you last night? Bed

15. What you're not? a-deep-sea-diver

16. Muffins? are-bready

17. One of your wish list items? POLAROID!

18. Where you grew up? Effing-nampa

19. The last thing you did? Worked.

20. What are you wearing? Haste-The-Day

21. Your TV? Neat-o

22. Your pet? deaddeaddead

23. Your computer? SamSungy

24. Your life? Wizard.

25. Your mood? Stoked

26. Missing someone? more-than-one

27. Your car? an-effing-tank

28. Something you're not wearing? bowling-ball-earrings [ouch]

29. Favorite store? Hot-a-Topic

30. Your summer? quere

31. Like someone? yes

32. Your favorite color? ilikepink/ilikeblack/ilikeyellow/iliketurquoise

33. When is the last time you laughed? with-april-:]

34. Last time you cried? december-11thish

35. Who will/would re-post this? who-will-indeed?

Best Fwends.

2008-12-28T20:23:00.000-08:00

This is Jonny, He is One of my two best guy friends. EVER. and i love him so much... he's probably the funniest, most amazing kid ever. I can't even explain with words how much he means to me, i'm so glad we have each other, cuz no matter what...we'll be together through thick and thin...anddddd. i'll always get shot gun nigger. :]

This is Mike...They're Brothers.. :] He's the other one of my best friends that i just love Soo Soo much...He's been with me forever and knows me inside and out. he reads me like an effing book. it's annoying and so insane and i can't even believe it. :] hahaha. He's basically such a nerd. and i love him. he is a werewolf too..just so you know. :]

This Makes up our Threesome..[kinky i know] but we're best friends...and i wouldn't have it any other way. i need them so bad. They're my go to guys whenever and always. :] We Don't fight, ever. and We get in balls deep in some weirdddd stuff man. don't worry. we party it up...without the stuff that make up common parties :] so basically we have no lives and we just sit around and quote movies and ourselves...haha but we love it :]

Oh yeah..and jocelyn can come along too...cuz mike's not much without her :]

To Toast Things I Suppose

2008-12-28T20:00:00.000-08:00

I Got A Toaster for Christmas. ....... eh...really? hahahaha. it's for college i guess but it was kinda a shock to see the box and realize it wasn't just being used to wrap something else....but there was actually a toaster inside the box. What kinda suprise is that? hahaha jk. but seriously...should be handy....real handy right along side with my new.....drum roll please....

That's Right....a sewing machine was my other legitamate present...the biggest one..i was so excited.. untill......i don't even like sewing! hahaha. but i guess they really will come in handy up at BYU-Idaho...where dreams come true.

the end.

It's Risky Business, This Love Thing

2008-12-28T19:42:00.000-08:00

Sometimes life seems to have itself all ready to work out for you....and then...it just goes and sucks. Like i cannot wait for the world to just hit me and me to be able to handle it. Because as happy as i am, i feel like something's off. Things just don't match up, and it's unfair, and cruel. Then again, things cant always work out the way we want them to. God has a plan, and everything happens for a reason. Relationships are to learn and grow from, we give what we can and then move on untill we find the one that was made for us. But...what happens? If that one that you were made for, was born into the wrong circumstance and there's nothing you can do to change it? How is that supposed to make sense. You're supposed to be able to love fully, freely and without care, but the one you want to love is in the exact corner you can't go into. It's risky business this love thing. Almost dangerous. Your heart is so at risk, and so vulnerable, that how are you to know that it needs guarding...untill its too late. All i'm saying is I don't think God cares about circumstance, i think he would let you be with the one you love forever, no matter what, because he has to know what it's like to have this problem. He knows everything...But then again, he sees the eternal perspective and knows our hearts. He will make sure everything works out the way it's supposed to. Faith. i guess is what i need.

Good Influence [Classy Lady]

2008-12-28T15:37:00.000-08:00

I Love This Lady. Freaking Emmy. Basically my twin, and guess what? we've met TWICE! i kid you not! it's suprising considering we're so effing brilliant! :] hahahaha. but seriously. thanks for helping me with blogs. it's prolly the coolest thing since sliced bread! sincerely! So...BFTTR!
Best.Friends.To.The.Rescue! [i just secretly made that up. so shhhh].

:] <3>

-emerson.